Finally turned 20!
The sight of the number '2' makes you excited.
But i don't think i'll get the same feeling if i turn 30 =D

Anyway...
Had my birthday celebrated 5 times,
10 Oct - BBQ
16 Oct - Fish & Co., Keppel Bay with Carol & gang
17 Oct - Teo Heng KTV & Katong Laksa with Ivy & gang (thanks for the Longevity Bun ^^)
Safari with Cousin Richard, Bro & Wilson
18 Oct - A small surprise supper gathering with Bell & gang
20 Oct - Dinner with family

Fulfilled all the must-have food for birthdays.
-Longevity Bun
-Longevity Noodle
-Red Egg
LOL! Don't ask me where i ate all this.
Damn embarrassing~
But everything's good =)

Started to like the place I'm spending more of my time in.
Capella Hotel, Sentosa.
Nice place to work in.
A very comfortable environment, ....for now.
People there are nice.
Starting to look out for my future.
Like finally! Took me a whole year to realise and start to panic.

Lastly, i thank all peeps who made my 20th birthday, a really pleasant one.
ILOVE you guys!
Thank you all for the well wishes, great blessings & plentiful of love!

Labels: - Another new phase of life.

I'm super lazy to update my posts!
Still waiting for the uploading of photos to finish loading in Facebook.
Tired!

Tomorrow's the last day of work as a full timer.
Not very happy bout it.
I'll miss the times =(
But i'll still be working there... As a part timer that is.

Once the first day of October starts, it would mean the commencement date for my course will be starting.
6months of stress, studies and killing of brain cells.
Lol! Of course i'm looking forward to it... NOT!
But still, this is the last chance to pick myself up from where i fell.
Good luck to me =/

Time flies! I'm 20!! Soon... =D
The starting age of the numeral '2', makes me feel a whole lot different.

Monday, 28 Oct 09
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Requested for an off day, just to accompany Mama to JB.
Realised the closer bond since we went for that holiday to Korea.
Mama even said we could go to Japan together, just the 2 of us, even if it means without the company of her friends =)
How cool is that.
Anyway, had a quick lunch at Sizzling StoneGrill.
Had my all-time favourite, Ostrich Steak!
Then walked around for a little while before our movie starts.
We watched Tsunami at Haeundae.
It was really a nice movie! Damn touching!
Laughed throughout the first half of the movie. Cried throughout the last half of the movie.
And i really meant CRIED!
The one who starred as the Prince of the Sea was really cute though =x

Went around again and came across the newest product of mooncakes.
Bamboo Charcoal! The mooncake's black in colour!
Fascinating!
It tasted rather nice too, so we bought 2 ^^
I decided to buy it b'cos of the ginseng as ingredient =p

Then it was home sweet home.
The journey back was rather smooth.
Don't have to squeeze with everyone.
Fortunately, there wasn't a huge crowd at the bus interchange and long queue at the customs.
I like the new system though. No queueing just to get our passports stamped.
Just scan and GO!

That's bout all.
I'll start on the Korea trip post another time =p

Labels: - Happy. Happy. Happy.

I'm BACK TO REALITY!
Not excited bout it.
But the 8 days of getaway was really a relief =)
Couldn't wait for what's coming next year.

Everything that happened since Day1 in Korea, will be updated some time this week when i got sufficient time to pen down every single details.
Same for the photos. Will be up soon!

DAEHANMINGUK!

Labels: - Next stop: Japan.

Awww~ I'm going into the last episode of 鬥牛要不要!!!
I don't know what to chiong-watch now =/
Bah...

12 more days... And I'm off!!
Suddenly the excitement just came rushing through my head.

Spent my first off day of the month of September with my girls, Baobei Ivy & Kell.
Missed them so so much can...
Especially Ivy, we've got so much catching up to do =)
We need to meet up some other time!

Met them for Cine KLunch at 11am, but as usual, i was late -.-
Not feeling proud about it.
But anyway... Sang till 4plus.
The staff kept going, "Last song. Last song."
From 2.30pm, then 3.30pm, then finally 4plus.
We decided to go. Lol. The machine didn't stop us from continuing. So, *shrug...
Went ahead to Lido to catch Up.
Nice animation ^^
Cute characters with a whole lots of laughter and morals.
Was supposed to part after the movie.
But thought it was too early, so me and Kell agreed to walk around ION.
Ended up spending money.
Bought a pair of Fossil earrings, which i had targetted for a looong time since i had my eyes set on it the other time =)
Skirt from UniQlo. A pair of pumps from Rubi.
And i was so tempted to buy popcorns from CORNERY-The Popcorn Gallery! It's the flavours and the colours of all the popcorns that fascinates me!
There's like butterscotch, green tea, sesame, banana, curry, etc.
Really unique huh?!
I'm so going to buy them next time =D
One whole BIG bag of them!

Had my eyes set on soOo many items, but had to refrain myelf from further spending =(
Waaa~

Overall, I had fun ^^
And of course, i want MORE!
More meet ups. More meet ups!

Labels: - 河水從來就不會逆流, 我對你的感覺也不會回頭

I'm not in a fantastic mood recently.
Just felt really okay being cooped up with work, work and just work, every single day.
I no longer complain that i need a bloody break.
And i seriously don't know why.
Don't feel like talking, don't feel like bitching.
Just want to be alone, locked up in the room, and stick my eyes to the moniter.
'Chiong-ed' a total of 2 dramas in less than a week.
WhyWhyLove & DevilBesideYou. And i actually 'fell in love' with Mike He, 賀軍翔!
He's freaking cute! And i just realised... Kim Bum's only 20!
Okay... I think i'm behaving like a total retarded fanatic, whose behaviour, i personally hate and simply would make me 'shake my head' -.-"
Currently watching Bull Fighting, 斗牛。要不要.
This is what i've been doing between breaks during work.
Hogging the whole com to myself, watching 'RA' (that's what my colleagues claim *shrug)
But who cares! That's the only entertainment to keep me awake! If not, you'll find me drooling on the arm of that very black sofa =)

The 'every few months' PMS returned just recently.
Mood swings. Pettiness. Rebellious. Hot-headed. The girl who couldn't take jokes.
All at once came rushing to my head.
Actions were faster than my mind.
Regrets after every wrong doings.
Sometimes i hate myself for being so childish.
Fcuk man. Don't know when my dad would start talking to me again.
I know what to do and what not to, but yet, i still did it.
God... Am i plain stupid or just hopelessly naive?!

It's the pouring season.
Every drop of the rain, soothes my heart, mind and soul.
The heavier it gets, the curvier my smile would get.
Weird but true...

My feelings die when the last cacti dies.
There wouldn't be disappointments if there's no expectations in the very beginning...

Labels: - Kiss me in the rain.

Wahahahahahaha~ Made use of the whole my half day's off!
100% Satisfaction!

Worked till 4pm.
Slacked abit in the office, watching WhyWhyLove till 5pm.
Took a bus to AngMoKio, then found this interesting packging of Kortex.
A black tin casing with 5 ultrathin pads in it. Hot pink somemore!
How cool's that! And it just cost me $1.95! Double coolness~
Decided to make a quick visit to PasirRis.
Bought durian pancakes, then made my way to Ave10 to get Lychee Martini Cake for Papa.
All their desserts looked tempting. Unique flavours. Gotta try them next time =)
Then took a cab and rushed to the East.
Count myself lucky. Met Aazon and Irene Mama while i was waiting for the lift, they were going to make their way to send Aazon for swimming class.
Darn! LOL~ If i got there a minute later, i could have had the chance to see First Young Master Ang!
Hahaa~
Irene Mama said he's home what... tsk...
Eh~ Chances of getting to see him, are rare okay... =/
Anyway, okay... i lied that i was nearby.
Oh right, AMK's 'just beside' PasirRis. NOT!
Lol! Don't want them to worry, so i blurted out a white lie.
A teeny weeny lie wouldn't actually hurt right?!
I just thought i wanted to pay them a visit, every once in a while, that's all =)
Planned to pass them everything then take a cab to town.
But in the end, the parents offered to send me to the station. Damn paisei!
Keep troubling them. But it did save me from further burning a bigger hole in my purse.
Took a train down to Orchard. Reached there and headed straight to Charles & Keith while waiting for my family to make their grand arrival.
I still ended up burning an even bigger hole in my pocket. Bought a pair of heels.
Loved the shoes, though it did hurt a bit.
My conscience felt the pinch.
My toes felt the wince.
HEY! It rhymed! Abit -.-"

Met up with them at DinTaiFung.
Made our orders. Didn't have to wait long for the food to come.
Started shoving alittle bit of everything into my mouth.
Everything contains flour. Felt bloated after a few mouths.
But we still managed to finish everything on the table and proceed to the best part of every meal!
DESSERT!
And that is why i insisted on having dinner in this particular outlet. Wisma Atrium's, instead of other outlets.
Because.... They have that particular dessert i wanted!
GREENTEAJELLYwithREDBEANandMILKSHAVEDICE!
Bleahz~ YumYum!

After dinner, it was near to the closing time for most stores.
We walked around abit. And came across this F1 photo booth!
Interesting eh?!
It's something like a Neoprint machine.
But instead of putting in $1x10, it's absolutely FREE!
And instead of waiting for your photo to be printed out, it's done all through EMAIL!
You have your picture taken, then it'll be emailed to you.
Total coolness!
I know i sound like a suaku, getting all excited like a total ignorant tourist.
But imagine being cooped up in Mandai, near to the animals, surrounded by hundreds of orchids, 'loved' by thousands of creepy crawlies and embraced by the mighty heat and humid every single day.
Imagine that you finally had the chance to really go out with your family and have fun, you wouldn't mind embarassing yourself in front of many, making people think as though you're out of your mind.
I don't care! Like Papa said, as long as i'm happy ^^

I LOVE my dad.
I LOVE my mum.
I LOVE my bro.
I LOVE ME!

Sometimes i think, what wrong had i done to not deserve to receive love (counting out paternal & sibling's love).
And i think, and i think, and i found myself an answer.
Maybe. Just maybe. I'm around, i'm alive, i'm living to bring happiness to people i love =)

只有過不去的紅燈
沒有過不下去的日子

Labels: - ILOVEMYSELFtoomuch.

If Tomorrow Never Comes - Ronan Keating

Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thoght crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how muchI loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that cicumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world withut me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes

If i had just looked into this song when you told me to...
And just tell you i love you too, my dear...
Will things turn out differently??

Day by day, in a blink of an eye, it's already August.
Almost 2 months.
I failed to hold on any longer.
You failed to look back either.
Oh well... what's not mine, then just tell myself... whatever.

Off days were so rare that i made sure to spend it like it meant every worth.

Visited Ang's parents recently, after sooo long and had a really FILLING dinner with the family.
100% satisfaction and i'm really really glad that i could still keep in contact with them.
Lovable people whom i want to show my concern and shower my love.
One of the fews who really treated me like family ^^
Another few is Rol's family, i miss them too!

Then had Ed brought me for a 'spin' in 'his' car.
Drove around 1/4 of Singapore BLINDLY for a whole of 2hrs, just to find the way to Holland V.
Finally we got there after 90mins, but i couldn't find the place i wanted to go.
So we decided to go prawning. I suggested Bishan, and after we got there, SOMEONE said too crowded. So we went off again, this time to Punggol.
A damn ulu place, but damn shiok when you realised the number of prawns you caught yourself =)
Been out till 4am in the morning, when i had work in 6hrs time, but who cares! I had fun =D

Clubbing is a waste of time and money!
If you spend your free times this way, then yes.
But if it's not because of Mervyn, my uber UNCOOL bro's 21st birthday, i would have just went home to kiss my pillow goodnight =)
I HATE VODKA!
STRONGLY AGAINST!
DEFINITELY NOT TOUCH ever!
I can't believe how much that little amount of it has caused me.
Argh... hate myself.

Like I said, I would never cry for you again.
And I swear with the whole of my 20yrs of life, I didn't cry for you that very night.
Rest assured ^^

New full timers are coming in soon to replace me!
Now i can leave without worries.

Can't wait for mid September!

Labels: - I want to go sailing...